A day with Cancer

I thought here we go again another Doctor's visit will this one be more hopeful than the last?  I had so much trepidation  on my drive over to KU Medical center's Intergative Med. I see my wonderful husband and best friend suffering and at times I feel so very helpless and alone with my secret thoughts of being alone without him here in life's journey, so I wipe away the tears some of them self pity (I am sure of) and get lost in the corridors of this massively huge hospital.  I finally find my location and immediately feel at peace with all these strangers as I see my hubby look of relief to see me.  As I watched Ron at the Doctor's office yesterday I was once again reminded how strong his spirit is, and how he truly is a soldier (a fighter). The room(s) were brightly colored soft music playing in the background, fountains trickling somewhere with the sounds of nature, but most of all the presents of HOPE.